Divine Interruption

So I wrote a book. Some of you may know this, but here’s the whole story.

I had an idea for a story about a boy who is referred for Special Education services and how he experiences that journey. I spent a few years spinning characters and scenarios, a few of which landed on paper. I attended writing workshops, joined critique groups and read books about getting published, but the story just didn’t seem to be taking shape.

And then, God interrupted.

He gave me an idea for a book that just flowed out of me—that’s pretty much how I know it was His idea! The words just came to my spirit so easily. The message was this: our children need to hear and believe God’s truth. The idea seemed to come out of nowhere. Maybe it stemmed from developing a character who felt defeated from the criticism and bullying of other students. Maybe it was my protective Mom nature that started to fear the teasing my children could endure as they entered middle school. Maybe it was a result of seeing so many students over the years who were teased for being different (the title of the aforementioned book has always been The Stupid Room, as that was what my classroom in Michigan was deemed before I arrived). Or maybe, just maybe, it was God speaking to me more clearly than I have ever experienced in my life. Did I mention that listening is not my strong suit? Let’s save that topic for another blog, though. The bottom line is that I believe God was (and is) behind this book:

God Says…

Recently I was presented with an offer from a publisher. Because I want to be wise about this opportunity, I have moved forward with much hesitation. However, a feeling of excitement has started to creep in as the publication becomes more of a reality. And the most amazing part of this journey is that I have been able to truly trust God and His perfect timing. This concept feels cliche and can be less than comforting in the midst of heavy trials, but it is so freeing when you really do it! Let go and let God. I know, crochet it on a pillow right? But seriously, I have been able to let go of my control over the situation and let Him have it (see previous blogs about my control issues to fully appreciate this). I have so much peace within my situation because I’m not predetermining what it should look like or how/when everything should happen.

That’s up to Him.

That being said, I appreciate any and all prayers for God to continue working in this project and for me to have the wisdom and discernment to follow that plan. My heart for this book has always been to reach children (and their adults) with the message of God’s love for them. I will continue to pray that will happen as God sees fit. If you know my Type A personality, you are aware that this is nothing short of a miracle.

Stay tuned.